Thigh Tattoo design ver 1

I have never felt so sure about anything in my life.

When this design is completely ready it will be transferred onto my skin in a rusty colored ink. It will be placed on my ankle. This embodies all the symbols that I've been seeking in a tattoo design and it magically came out of me. OUT OF NOWHERE. It just fucking happened. First on paper, then on the comp. I need to balance it more and work with the line widths and curves. This is just my symbol though.
The crow, the hidden calligraphic "t", the little boy, the number three, the spear... it's perfect.

If anyone comes upon this and decides to put it on their body, I will personally find them and rip out their testicles/ovaries. This is so intrinsically mine that were anyone to adopt it, it would be a complete violation of me and all I start for.

I am also posting this at 5 am after a long day of work... I'm profoundly self-righteous right now... Sue me...